Peru

I was fucking tired! Tired all the time and tired of being tired! The doctors had failed repeatedly over the last few years to diagnose sleep apnea but eventually one bright spark recognized my symptoms and sent me to sleep specialists. They have since armed me with a CPAP machine (breathing apparatus) and life is flooding back into my oxygen deprived body, literally breathing life into my lungs. The crash dive towards an early death has managed to level off inches above the ground and I've been pulled back like a bungee cord stretched to the max. Leading up to this it would be fair to say I have abused my body with any and all substances known to man that alluded to the promise of oblivion from the pain and mediocrity of life for the last thirty or so years. I have been cursed with emotional intelligence in a world which on the whole is seemingly devoid of any traces of such intelligence. Hence the reason for the self medication. Obviously a stupid attempt at solving the pain ...